I want nobody nobody but you.

Things I want to buy or do before I go to Australia:


1. Buy a phone which support wifi. Blackberry, iPhone and N97 is my current top choices. Gahh, I really need the internet when I reach there. Especially use to keep in touch with the boy friend if he is not going :(

2. Buy an iTouch if the phones are not suitable. Oh well, at least iTouch has many functions. It has iTune, games, support wifi and yada yada. Most importantly, it is cheap (at least I can afford it). It costs only around RM700 :)

3. Buy a nice camera. Capture the people, the nice scenery and the culture out there. And I'll bet I need a camera for my studies. So yeah, I need it so badly!

4. Shop for clothes. The weather in Australia is slightly different compared to Malaysia, I still need the winter clothes to keep my body warm. Anyway, I'm gonna start a new life there. Hence, I need new clothes for my new life style ;)

5. Take a family portrait. My family doesn't has a proper family portrait, those that you take in the shop with nice dress or gown. Ahh, it will be nice for my family to have one, especially when my lovely grandma is still around :)

6. Go for many many trip! I want to enjoy my life to the max here before I start a new life there, where I need to work and study at the same time. I would like to go for trips with the boyfriend and the brothers & sisters. Just to have more fun before I go to a boring place :(

7. Spend as much time as possible with the boyfriend. He says he is coming with me, but who knows what will happen in the future right? I just want to spend the time I have now with you. 3 years, I'm leaving for 3 years. Will you wait for me, love?


It doesn't matter whether I leave or stay anymore. Making the right choice is the only thing that matter me.

I don't know how fast I can adapt to the new environment. With you being with me bii, I know I can do it. I still can do it without you, but it takes a longer time and it will be so suffering. I don't want to leave, you.


I just want you to be with me. Am I being selfish for this?

Jingle Bell Rawks!

Ho Ho Ho! Merry Christmas!


Ahh, it's Christmas again. I want to have a white christmas, but hell, Malaysia is never gonna snow. Hmph.


I get to celebrate Christmas with my loved ones. Big Baby and I went to Pyramid on Christmas eve, just like last year. It reminds me lots of memories, the happy and the sad ones. Anyway, we did not celebrate our Christmas at Pyramid. We celebrated it at PJ, in the car driving around. Haha, we left Pyramid around 11pm because the mall was filled with lalas.

I sew it for Big Baby's Xmas present. It was a last minute present, so it looks ugly!

He put it in the car and named it: Shitty Ning. wtf, is a HE.

We were stuck at Pyramid's car park. Hence, it's time to cam-whore!

The next day, on the 25th, which is today, Mom decided to invite the kids to my house. It has been a long time seeing them together again :)

Little Sean.

He is so cute, isn't he? :)

High up on the hill.

I went up to Gohtong Jaya for dinner with Big Baby, Yoke Lim, ViJune and Bryan last night. We had steamboat and it was nice eating hot stuff with cooling weather.

My son busy eating :)

Tom yam and soup, very nice.

Good image: FAIL

June du lan, don't want take picture :(

Bryan: eh, see my specs! faster take picture!
Big Baby: *snap a photo*

Chop stick fighting.

After dinner, we continue our journey up to Genting. I was quite disappointed because I can't see any mist when we were on the way up to Genting. Anyway, the night view and the cooling weather made me feel so relaxing.




We stopped at Genting Hotel and went down to have a cup of coffee. It was cigarette break for the guys.

Ash tray with coffee powder.

Bryan, cute or not?

It's time to cam-whore after cigarette break, before we go home :)

The brothers.

Spot me 1

Spot me 2

We zhao tut all the way back down ♥

This is all about having fun.

It's about time to blog about my PD trip for the first time with my cousins and TBS. We were supposed to stay at Glory Beach Resort but the facilities weren't good. Hence, we decided to move to an apartment beside Corus Beach Hotel, which is cheaper and they have a sea view from the balcony.


Our first stop was at Sepang Goldcoast. This is my third time being here, and it gave me different feelings each time I came here. I really heart this place a lot.

Yoke Lim can cover June's whole body :P

We reached PD around noon and Big Baby brought us to one shop for "dirty mee". It is quite famous in PD. The price is cheap and the food is tasty!

The soup with seafood.

Mee, where we eat with the soup.

Our third stop is looking around for nice beach. No doubt, Terengganu has a cleaner beach then PD as PD beach is already polluted.

Our forth stop is REST at our apartment. It was so tiring that we traveled early morning until evening, especially Big Baby (the driver) who doesn't sleep the night before.

Sunset view from our apartment's balcony. Nice eh?

After dinner, we went to fun fair at PD. I've never been to a fun fair for nearly 10 years because I can't find it at Subang now. I wish Subang has a fun fair too.

I called it the Ball game. Big Baby was so lucky enough to win a big Mashimaro for me!

Drinking session was on after the fun fair. It was short because we were too tired to drink. Hah, our drinking plan actually failed.


On the second day, we checked out after our breakfast and we drove around PD. We found this beach where a couple was taking wedding photos with nice car. So romantic eh. hahaa :D

Monster monster monster!

2 days 1 night PD trip was too short but we really had lots of fun. We shall organize another trip again and this time we shall have a longer drinking session. Not to forget, we should watch sunrise together next time.
























Walk of faith.

Candle light.

Yes, you are not a kanak-kanak anymore June :)


A belated birthday post for ViJune, and thanks to her for providing the pictures. I stole it from her blog :X


Anyway, we went to Louisiana at Plaza Kelana Jaya for dinner. We accidentally found out this place when we were on our way back from Full House at Ara Damansara. We were seduced by the nice scenery and environment, and hence, we headed to this place for dinner to celebrate our kanak-kanak's birthday on the following week.

Louisiana

This is how my big baby treat me, how cruel is he! Hmph!

Yoke Lim

Kanak-kanak :D

I don't know why we are hugging like this!

The lake :)

Pattern kia.

Thanks to Yoke Lim's finger :)

Cheers TBS!

I like his expression, but I spoil the picture :(

Birthday cake, yeah June, inside joke :D

Make a wish.

I know she is happy, haha :)

Tell me you do.

A belated post again. I got the pictures late, that is why I posted it up late. Anyway, big baby and I went to The Garden at OU for lunch to celebrate our anniversary. It really looks like a garden with fake grass and flower.































Happy belated 2 year and 3 months anniversary big baby :)

House with love.

Anyway, this is a belated post which belongs to Tuesday.


I went to Michelle's place for Wei Wen's birthday lunch at 2. Food was great, I love it. Thanks Michelle for serving the 8 of us. I really don't know when can I meet all of you again. Miss you guys a lot, really.


After lunch, Big baby and I went to Ara Damansara because he wants to show me how dead Ara Damansara is. It is really really dead but we found something to do, which was took pictures with Disney cartoon statue. We were the only 2 who camwhore with the statues and some of the workers were looking at us. They think we were crazy but we were bored you see.

Us with Mickey and Minnie

He likes to imitate Donald Duck.

Cute right? Hehee

I pull his nose :D

After that we went to One Utama to get New Moon ticket as I mentioned in the previous post. Later, we met up with Yoke Lim and June. We planned to go The Cave for dinner but I wanted to try out Full House so we went to Full House instead of The Cave.

Cute menu, just like a magazine.

The guys ordered chicken chop,

and the girls ordered spaghetti.

Of course, we camwhore after dinner.

Poser hubby!

Can you see how short am I?

Lastly, group photo :)

By the way, I've watched New Moon this morning. I was disappointed, and I don't like Robert Pattinson. I like Edward Cullen but not Robert Pattinson.

I'm not a good girlfriend,

I'm not a good person as well.


Our love story wasn't perfect. I was a betrayer, I hide myself underneath when I've done something wrong and wish it never happen. I'm ashamed of myself. I couldn't face myself until now; I couldn't forgive myself for hurting you so badly. I tried to make it up to you; I tried my best to build up your trust towards me; I tried my best to please you. I really hope you will forgive me.


I knew I can't be the one you wished. There were a few times we decided to let go. I hold it back because I knew I couldn't stand see you leaving my life. It will be very empty and dull without you. I truly know one day you will tell me you are not coming back. You will not beg me and want me back, I know it clearly. I don't blame you, I know you are too tired. You have done so much for me, but I've do nothing for you.


You know me too well my dear, don't you? I'm glad you did appear in my life. I don't want any regrets in my life, do you know that? I will still hold on as long as you do not give up on our love.



Through The Tree - Low Shoulder, Jennifer's Body.